骄傲的女爵

感情是有责任的，不要轻易开始，也不能随便结束，一旦开始了，就要努力经营下去；当真的无法再维持时，就坦然放手。如果发现自己不爱，就早点离开对方，继续寻找那个对的人，不要浪费各自的青春。

一年半过去了，你是清醒的，我也不傻。如果说一开始，我们都只是爱慕对方，找个伴儿。那最后的半年，我们所经历的风风雨雨，坎坎坷坷，都不足以证明这段感情的真实性吗？我不是没有怀疑过你，我甚至想过离开你，但是我以为你不是不爱，只是不知道该如何爱，于是我改变自己，接受这样的你，并越来越爱这样的你。

如今，你一句我不爱你，就把我打发了。

你说你不是突然放弃的，只是这一年半来，喜欢一直没能转化成爱。

我听了，觉得很可笑。

在来英国之前，我们不是说好了吗？一起努力。就算最后失败也不后悔。那时的我，已经开始对我们的未来憧憬了。

如果不爱，那时的你为何不潇洒的转身离开？偏要等到现在。你他妈的从头到尾都在想什么呢。说你傻，迟钝，但其实你很了解自己的想法，你知道自己改变不了，为了我也不行。你总是说你没爱过，其实你就是怕承认而已，你不懂爱吗？屁，你他妈的就是不爱我，还一直装。

给我滚开吧。

There was a time you called me darling.

But I know you didn't mean that intimacy, probably not.

There was a time I was somebody in front of your friends.

I thought it's only because I was just a girl, not yet a woman.

There was a time we were like a couple, boyfriend and girlfriend.

And it was so real that I almost believed it.

Well, in the end, it turned out to be a hallucination.

Remember last time we were together?

It was the first time I saw you cry.

We hugged each other in tears.

At that moment, I had so much faith that you loved me.

Now, I just realized nothing could be more fucking fake.

M says that I should count myself lucky if a man who doesn't love me leaves me.

Maybe, she is right.

I was lucky to have met him.

I was lucky to have fallen in love with him

I was lucky to have been with him for so long.

Now, he is gone, I'm also lucky.

It is his loss to let go of me.

A girl who loves him so much just left.

and will never come back to him, looking for something called love.

I'm silly

calling you again in the night.

and of course you didn't answer, which  is the right decision.

You are always a man of sense.

And I'm just a sensational girl.

I wanna tell you about my exam, my sad, my holiday plan.

But I know it's gonna be awkward on the phone.

Xmas is approaching

Are you coming back home?

I used to have loads of dreams about us

travelling around Europe

Paris, Barcelona, Amsterdam, Brussels

Memories that we will never forget.

Now there are tears on my guitar

wondering where have those dreams gone?

Hey, I'm playing guitar ,will you stand by me?

I'm singing a song, a love song for you.

Did I tell you I miss you?

It's been long since you left.

I still remember the days we roam about the forest.

the zephyr in the sunset.

People just say let bygones be bygones

But I know I always love you

Baby, Come!

Come and dance with me

Hold me tenderly in your arms

I will sing a song for you

Mon Chéri!

Come and dance with me

Whisper to my heart in the dark

I will kiss you gently when the dawn comes

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me

'Cause I can't make you love me If you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't

I'll close my eyes and then I won't see
The love you do not feel, when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then, to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

And I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
And here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no, you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't

Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me

Lily Allen用稚气的声音唱着Fuck You，Fuck You Very Very Much!

你在这个时候，选择离开我。

我也想对你说一句Fuck You.

似乎一点也不过分。